December 2010
Lucid Dreaming; Exp. 5
Again with the movies. Stop it.
I need to give myself wind-down time before bed. I think I’ll try reading, or meditation. Something to allow myself to get tired while at the same time clearing my head. When I go to bed and feel like I’m moving and am nauseaous (I can never spell that) because Tron Legacy 3D is a terrible movie, it doesn’t do well for lucid dreaming.
I...
Lucid Dreaming; Exp. 4
Note to self: Do not watch sci-fi/horror/thriller movies before attempted to go into a lucid dream.
I just had nightmares all night about wrecking my car and hanging out with one of my ex-beaus. He wouldn’t share his Pringles.
I’m returning to my parents’ house for a bit. I’m hoping while in that type of environment I’ll be able to apply myself better to this....
Lucid Dreaming; Exp. 3
Failure.
I fell asleep listening to Kevin and Russ play Wii. Apparently my walls are thinner than I imagined. Splinter also decided it was munchie time. And Phil was blowing up my phone.
Phone silenced, blankets over head, pillow hugged, I tried again.
I just had nightmares like I used to have when I worked at CiP. Fucking weird. At one point some guy tipped me a dollar and I went outside of...
Lucid Dreaming; Exp. 2
Yesterday I drew the letter ‘A’ on my palm. I frequently look at it throughout the day to solidify that I am awake. I am in waking life. After my initial scare with attempting lucid dreaming, I researched it some more and decided to try it again last night.
I went to bed around 9ish but I found that I couldn’t fall asleep or enter a lucid state at all. I decided to go get some...
attracadactyl asked: God I love your poetry. And it seems that we tend to find ourselves falling into the same stupid paths that the other already took.
And yet our feet still go down those same dark, stupid trails.
Oh, wait, I need to ask something Ahem...When are we getting Ihop for I need some hot chocolate and Soubi in my life?
And yet our feet still go down those same dark, stupid trails.
Oh, wait, I need to ask something Ahem...When are we getting Ihop for I need some hot chocolate and Soubi in my life?
Lucid Dreaming; Exp. 1
I recently discovered Lucid Dreaming. Don’t know what that is? Continuing on, I planned to seriosusly delve into this and hope to train my mind to do it effectively. I hope it will combat my depression as well as add some much needed flair to my writing and my art.
So I tried it.
And I fell into the first state, which is often sleep paralysis. This, mind you, was terrifying. I...
“Every atom in your body came from a star that exploded. And, the atoms in your...”
– Lawrence Krauss (via chaosology)
This is for my star sister, Jackie.
moonsequel asked: Omg I knew it. I love you. Hahah it's alyna. Yr a wretched tumblr soul like I am<333
HOLY FUCK TUMBLR I MISSED YOU I HATE MY...
IT WAS GONE FOR DAYSSSSSSS DDDDDDDD;;;;;;;
Lessons in Translation
I. Kissing him on your bed
was foreshadowing
for kissing you that night I was drunk.
II. Целуя его на вашей кровати было предзнаменование для поцелуев вы в ту ночь я был пьян.
III. Kissing him on your bed
it was an omen
Kisses for you That night I was drunk.
sorry about the garbage disposal
i punch glass because they told me not to drink not to smoke not to swallow not to cut so i put photo frames in the kitchen sink and hit them until my knuckles explode and there is blood all over your photograph
Reblog if you have scars from SI.
-scarsdonthealwhenyoukeepcutting:
taintedclock:
diaryofapsychoticborderline:
(via chaoticsanity-, slicing-your-way-to-happiness)
I’m learning to accept mine.
